I Wish I Never

Watching phantom planes go by
Sinking into the darkness of the night
The lady in the clouds is lying down
Beside chopin while he plays her the words of heaven
Red light beaming just a little over the green familiar hill
I still don't know how to control how I think or speak or feel
So I wish I'd never fallen in love
So deeply
I wish I'd never knew that love
Actually exists
I wrote your letter today
Told me that you're back in therapy
And I don't know why but it still concerned me
But they tell me what's the point of hurting
Over something that was nothing at all
I never used to be so gullible and vulnerable
But I guess with love nothing's impossible
So I wish I'd never fallen in love
So deeply
I wish I'd never knew that love
Actually exists
You said that I was good for you but you pushed me aside
Now tell me does that seem right
I've fallen for a pessimist
But god help me I tried
To get you out of it
So I wish I'd never fallen in love
So deeply
I wish I'd never knew that love
Actually exists
But I do now
But I do now