Lonely

I'm slowly killing myself
I'm trying so hard at the back of the shelf
It's just the same every day
I'm writing these songs that will never get played
I guess what's wrong and what' right
I don't have a romance
And everyone is dying
So I keep on trying to make them proud before they are gone
Oh can't someone help me
Oh please someone help me
I don't care anyone, anything
'Cause I'm sick of being so lonely
Miss all my family
I don't care, anyone, anything
'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely
I'm spending more than I earn
Drink all the time to forget I'm not her
'Cause I go to parties sometimes
And I'll kiss a boy and pretend for the night
'Cause I don't know much about me
I'm still ashamed of who I used to be
So I try way too hard but I still miss the mark to fit in
Help me
Oh please someone help me
I don't care anyone, anything
'Cause I'm sick of being so lonely
I miss all my family
I don't care, anyone, anything
'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely
I don't care, anyone, anything
'Cause i'm so sick of being so lonely