Vortex

I know it's not my fault
I can't say that I'm blameless
Carry the pain 'til it stops
Undress it until it's nameless
Someday the world will stop
And it will feel just like this did
I know it's not my fault
But sometimes it feels like I did this
Oh oh oh oh
Someday I'll be able to let you go
Oh oh oh oh
Someday I'll be kinder to myself
One second into the next
I never know where my feet are
We're spinning out of a vortex
I don't remember who we are
Oh oh oh oh
Someday I'll be able to let you go
Ohh oh oh ohh
And it's harder when you know all that we know
And you're screaming at me and I'm watching it fall
And I'm slamming the door and you make yourself tall
But it's always an act and it never lasts long
'Cause I always come back when I need a new song
And I'm tired of this and the way that it feels
I'm not there anymore this has never been real
We're just awful together and awful apart
I don't know what to do anymore
Oh oh oh oh
Someday I'll be able to let you go
Oh oh oh oh
Someday you'll come back and I'll say no