I Don't Know How To Love Him ("Jesus Christ Superstar" Original Broadway Cast/1971)

I don't know how to love him
What to do  how to move him
I've been changed  yes  really changed
In these past few days when I've seen myself
I seem like someone else
I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man  he's just a man
And I've had so many men before
In very many ways:
He's just one more
Should I bring him down  Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love - let my feelings out
I never thought I'd come to this - what's it all about
Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position
I'm the one who's always been
So calm  so cool  no lover's fool
Running every show
He scares me so
I never thought I'd come to this - what's it all about
Yet  if he said he loved me
I'd be lost  I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope  just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head  I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know -
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so