lighthouse

I need a do-over how did we end up this way
I'm so confused lover did I mistake love and pain
Ain't got no shine left I couldn't hide it
I almost lost all my light and
I didn't choose sober but my eyes can't look away
I see our true colors lately we've been lookin' gray
I can't turn back now 'cause you'd take me back down
That road that always seems to come right back around
Remember when
We had dreams to fly away
But that was then
And now our story's just a page
Like a wave you're always crashin' into me crashin' into me
And these days are harder than they used to be and they used to be
No shootin' stars can fix what we aren't
What good's a lighthouse when the light is burning out
It's such a shame when your wants and needs they don't align
Which road to take
'Cause your hand's no longer holdin' mine
I guess that's life and sometimes you fight and
Sometimes you walk away in order to survive
Remember when
There was nowhere to throw blame
But that was then
And now it's when you use my name
Like a chill in my bones when you say to me what you say to me
I thought I found home but hidden underneath we were crumblin'
No shootin' stars can fix what we aren't
What good's a lighthouse when the light is burning out
And I feel what we were washing over me
Questioning everything all the time
And I keep all the ways that you wanted me
To be different fresh in my mind
What you loved what you wanted what you held
So high when we first met in hindsight
Were the things that you tried and asked me to change
As if I could do that
Like a wave you're always crashin' into me crashin' into me
And these days are harder than they used to be and they used to be
No shootin' stars can fix what we aren't
What good's a lighthouse when the light is burning out