Weight of the Wind (Explicit)

Weight of the Wind - nothing,nowhere.
I can feel the weight of the wind in my home town town
'Cause ain't s**t changed since the last time I been around
And I been feeling low feeling slow feeling run down
I said I been doing well truth is I don't know now
And I can hear the pain in
The way that you say my name
The cold gaze in your eyes
Tell me all the things that keep you up at night
If you sleep forever then you'll never have to fight
Where do I start
I got a big ego and a small heart
Rolling through with a bad attitude
And a mother f**king chip on my shoulder too
I'm like d**n how did it get like this
I still hate my life I'm still full of s**t
And I got a thing for destruction
Down all the pills said f**k the instructions
I can make the things that I love die
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
Push away the people who stood by my side
They ask me why I do it I don't know why
I can make the things that I love die
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
Push away the people who stood by my side
They ask me why I do it I don't know why
Why why why