Inside (Explicit)

I'm feelin' depressed, I'm feelin' like less
Like I'm not my best
Anxiety got me, I'm stressed
I see my name in the press
I feel the weight of the world on my chest
I feel the weight of the world on my heart
And the pain that I feel is tearin' me apart
Feel like I just can't escape from the dark
But I'm doin' my part
Scared Imma drop from the top and the money gon' stop
And I'm scared I'm gonna die
Scared Imma be the one to do it too
Fuck that, don't let them ruin you
All of these thoughts are inside of my mind
While I'm on stage tryna entertain you
But they want what they want, how they want it
And that shit just drains you
2018 in Pittsburgh
Wanna slit my wrists but I don't deserve that
So I persevere
And I face the fear
Even when they discredit my career
Logic be smiling, ear to ear
But on the inside
On the inside
On the inside
Oh on the inside
On the inside, feels like the tears are falling
I should've stuck to the rivers and the lakes I was used to
Cause now it's waterfalls
And I'm drowning on the inside
So I smile
Even though I'm achin'
Wanna give up every minute every hour
That I've lived through
Yet I keep holding on
Can't call this feelin' on the inside, inside
Inside
On the inside
On the inside
On the inside