Paid In Full

I was nowhere near ready when all it ended
So i hoped we could find a new day  cannot live without you
You gave me the chance  time and again  in vain
Now my feelings for you  every tear  every smile  paid in full
Break the chain  but no longer can i take the pain
It's hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited  hated  blamed it all on you
Needed to be strong  yet i was always too weak
So i can only blame myself for this state we are in
I will take what you have for me now  if it's not too late
Did you change  i did too  love can grow from the last grain
It's hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited  hated  blamed it all on
You
I need you  less and less
Every day feeds this moral decay
Yet i have grown to love you even more
I fall back  and i turn another cheek
You mouth the words you're not ready to speak
You're scared of me now  no i never had a clue
That i'd become so much stronger than you
Music
I will take what you have for me now  if it's not too late
If you like  i will leave  i will not miss the last train again
It's hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited  hated  blamed it all on you
It's hard for me to love your face right now
I'm waiting  hating  needing being
Me
I need you less and less
Every day leads us farther away
From that moment
It's hard for me to hate myself right now
Finally i understand me
One day we may have a new me and you
But first i need to learn to love me too