Rebirth / Hold On (feat. Child Actor)

Lord forgive me 'cause the way I'm living
They say what goes around comes around
I'm gonna get what's coming to me
Guess I'll be strapped up till they lay me down
And I done did too much to say
I never go to church and barely pray
Lately I've been going through some things
Hail what the f**k I'm supposed to say
'Cause I just had two baby boys
I'm always calling mama's other name
When I get caught in my emotions
Lord I swear I'm tryna make a change
They wrote my brother Toon in the mud
But I'm always texting with these hoes
Feel bad whenever he caught my phone
He had quartermine he ain't even show
And my little brother looking up to me
Lord I swear I ain't no role model
My uncle a f**king alcoholic
Can't even eat unless he got a bottle
I been stressing about that money lately
Got me 'bout to rob a f**king bank
And my mama f**k with b***hes now
I could judge her but I really can't
'Cause the way I'm living ain't no better
I said the way I'm living ain't no better
I just got MD for what's his name
So now I'm riding strapped with my Beretta
Laying in my bed can't get sleep
Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling
Ninety-nine problems but I really got a million
You don't know my struggle
So don't tell me that you feel it
'Spit if from the heart I know they gonna feel it
I was born real so cowards gonna feel me
Watching my back 'cause I know they wanna kill me
Don't go nowhere without my semi
Daddy was a killer so the blue line in me
Heart of a lion even though a n***a skinny
Come to my hood and you gonna see plenty
Pat my s**t is what the hood kept missing
N***as on d**e walk around all timid
D**e dealer pass through the hood in a Bentley
Never gave back to the hood where I'm from
So the n***as from the block where I'm from gonna get it
N***as get money and they act like b***hes
N***as get money and they act like b***hes
Till they head get bust and they a*s need stitches
Blinded by the greed so you better pay attention
Money don't make you real my n***a
Better run a valuable motherf**king dollar'
'Fore them young hungry n***as
Break you off something proper
City of the Angels where they ride with them choppers
Eat s**t sleep and even die with the chopper
I ain't got nowhere to go my n***a
Got beat down to the floor my n***a
Hurt so bad and it show my n***a
They kept saying that I wouldn't be s**t
'Cause I grew up so poor my n***a
Well I'mma tell y'all like my n***a tell me
While I see it well enough they never grow my n***a
Laying in my bed can't get sleep
Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling
Never go to church and my momma's feeling hurt
Praying at night 'cause she know that I'm sinning
Best coming so you know I gotta get it
Money coming fast so you know that's how I'm spending
I ain't got credit so the whips
On me when I drop out work'
Boy you know that they rented
Unmarked car keep riding through the hood with the
Feds in the town and they might be in it
N***as on the westside just got bopped with a couple
Of 'em blocks so they might be snitching
Calling my phone wanna talk about business
Ain't it f**ked up because I smell something fishy
Paranoid as f**k tryna handle my business
Trigger finger itching and my eyeballs twitchin'
All this work in the goddamn kitchen
Every time I cook up a n***a get nauseous
Peepin' out my blinds because the chopper feelin' cautious
Runnin' from the law got a n***a so exhausted
That's all I know my n***a young
Hardhead and it shows my n***a
Money be the root of all evil
You gotta watch your people
Sometimes you don't know them n***as
But that's how it goes my n***a
Got beat down to the floor my n***a
Hurt so bad and it show my n***a
Lick went wrong off both my n***as
They kept saying that I wouldn't be s**t
'Cause I grew up so poor my n***a
Well I'ma tell y'all like a n***a tell me
Water seeds long enough and they'll grow my n***a
All them
'Cause over seem
I wanna don't be afried
It's just the like
There it's so last
For every one
For every one
All them
'Cause it's all it's just same
For all
Don't be afried
It's just the last
There is some last
For every one
Every one