40 Days n 40 Nights

I'll put a hundred miles on the AMG tonight
And take it anywhere but home
Scent lingering all on my clothes
I turn the ringer on my phone off
I'll give you your distance
If you've already made a commitment to be someone else's
I must respect it
Though I'd be lying if I said I didn't want you to myself
When you look me in my eyes and tell me that it's mine
I made them sacrifices
Spent forty days and forty nights withdrawing from ecstasy
Gave you what was left of mе
Baby it's hard enough learning to let you go
Can't imaginе teachin' someone else how
Hate the fact I can't leave you alone
Tired of lying to myself 'bout this
Feeling that never dies now
Every night when I'm on my own
Only thing that's living in my mind
Every time I was ever told not to get my feelings intertwined
I should've listened
Now I'm here missing you
It's been a while baby girl I been out the way
I been tryna' set things here straight
I got opp niggas too close to where I stay
And my brainwaves going 80 88
Baby how come you never check on me
How come you the first thing on my mind when I'm lonely
I lost my lover and my homie
Oh baby hold me
You took the time to open up
With all your scars and insecurities
But I wasn't ready for it
I took the time to learn your body
So I ****** you like nobody ever did
And you wasn't ready for it
Top floor penthoouse on Miami Balconies
Does that bring back all your memories
Is that the only way you remember me
Oh baby baby
Hunnid miles on the Wraith just so we can **** again yeah
All because of you I can't love again
Do you ever think about what you did to me did to me
Yeah spiritually and mentally
Oh baby
I fell in love with someone who was in love with someone else
I'm cutting ties with everybody who ain't good for my health ****
I ain't even good for myself these days
Oh baby oh baby oh baby
I ain't even good for myself