One for sorrow, two for Joni Jones (ITEIAD Sessions)

There's a magpie in my tree shouting like he's trying to warn me
I don't know what he's talking about
When I look upon myself I don't see the same thing
I saw a year ago or two which is new
You seem to love me more when other people are around
It feels something like I'm missing you but
Also like I'm missing me I wanna be free
Maybe I don't subconsciously
Maybe things will change
No that's just how I get into the trap
No one's ever gonna love me like this dog lying in my lap
No one's ever made me feel so stable
No one has been able to
Sometimes I think without you life would lose its bones
Really day to day I'd still just being walking in the park
With my little Joni Jones
Trailing off on a call
Hurting you just happens it's never my intention at all
Yes I can still hear you
I just wasn't paying attention
Baby I I can take a lot more of the blame did I mention
I've been thinking about other people going 'round in circles
It's probably not that deep but I'm just playing the silly little game