Soft Aggression

Who could be really with me
When I'm rolling in the weather
If you really with me then we 'posed to be together
You made me a soldier now my heart is made of metal
Disguised as an angel I was falling for the devil
Now all of my pain turning into soft aggression
Coming for ya brains no remains on the stretcher
I got beams on top of beams
In my dreams it's a blessing
I got money from the fiends to be clean like the rest 'em
Left some people in my past
I had to cut 'em for the better
I don't really feel like "F**k 'em"
But it's "F**k it it's whatever"
I'ma take you from ya family
If you take me from my cheddar
If I'm lacking then don't spare me
'Cause I should've been more careful
I'm bussin' off the pack I'm leaning back
I drift I drive
In a room full of people I feel lonely deep inside
Shawty tell me that you love me
I won't judge you f**k your pride
I want you now you move around
You come back home and we be fine
If he think he f**k with me then he must be out of his mind
My n***a pop out at your house like it's a party boom surprise
Double S G on my tombstone
That stay solid enterprise
I been bussin' controlled substance
When I'm rollin' in the ride
Look to the sky and ask 'em why lately my feelings been gone
They already broke my heart I feel they breaking me off
I got a list I make a call
I'm Malcom X-ing 'em off
You got a problem my solution get my weapon involved
I be stepping no direction if I crash then I'm gone
I'm smoking on your family tree
I guess I'm ashing ya bro
How the f**k I'm giving you my all
And you still asking for more
I make a pound for all my dogs
And then I'm passing it on
I don't know if I'm down to make that call
'Cause you been f**kin' me off
It hit they a*s they ain't seen it coming
Nina sing like Ray Charles
Throw on a mask and bust ya pumpkin
Halloween not involved
We do got hollows if you want 'em
Get delivered tomorrow
I apologize for my demeanor I can't help I'm a leaner
I ain't only rapping for myself 'cause I'ma speak for my people
Hands held together prayed to God
'Cause I can't visit the reaper
That's where I'm tryna send the other side as soon as I see 'em
I been yelling tell Aretha "My mom so traumatized"
They telling me that love is blind
But I got blood in my eyes
I feel like Jesus in the sky
'Cause they cross me like A.I.
All this pain up in my body make it hard to survive
I feel I'm floating
I feel I'm Falling
You don't even call me
I feel like I'm walking
They say "What you talking"
I don't know what I'm talk-talking
It feel like I'm walking
Oh you gon' call me you say you want me
I don't think you want me and we discussing
I feel that you bussing oh you gone
I don't know for nothing
No I don't go for nothing