Stranger - A COLORS SHOW

It's gettin' dark outside and I've lost my fire
Lost my way back home now I'm looking for a sign
To tell me which way to go I wanna do right
I wanna be used only by the most high
Cast my aspirations and ego aside
Chasing M's so much and I've barely survived
Now I'm stuck in this place that I don't recognise
Made me wonder if this was all paved outta lies
And I asked for this life
But I feel like a stranger in my own life
I'm just a stranger in my own life
For now I'm a stranger
Now I'm afraid to go back
Tried numbing the pain leaning on my advice
You could find cheat codes
But in the end you pay the price
Heading somewhere the time I'm still so behind
Pushed people away and have nowhere to confide
'Cause I can't even heal what I deal with inside
So I ran to the hills but now I'm ill and inclined
I'm retracing my tracks they're getting harder to find
Oh and I prayed for this life
Oh now I'm just a stranger in my life
For now I'm a stranger
Now I'm afraid to go back
Ain't no go back when
Fuck