Christmas, Hopefully

Morning breaks
It's a sobering take
But I'm here you are not again
This time of year I usually lean on
My closest friends secretly hoping
That you'll be coming back here
I don't mind I don't care
I don't need your love
No maybe I never did
I am strong
And I belong
To this world and if I cannot belong
To anyone then I'll confine
In the quiet winter gathering
And I hope you find some peace of mind
This Christmas hopefully
It was Christmas night back in '99
You went no one knew where you went
And I've spent my whole d**n life
Trying to find you
I don't mind I don't care
I don't need your love
No maybe I never did
I am strong
And I belong
To this world and if I cannot belong
To anyone then I'll confine
In the quiet winter gathering
And I hope you find some peace of mind
This Christmas hopefully
I do mind I do care
I still need your love
And the truth is that I always will
I'm not strong I belong
To this world and if I cannot belong
To anyone then I'll confine
In the quiet winter gathering
Hoping to find some peace of mind
This Christmas hopefully