Into the Arms of Angels (Explicit)

Into The Arms of Angels - Army of the Pharoahs
Yeah  uh huh
Been a lot of sh*t that I held back
But I'ma let you know now
Blackout  it's gettin' dark in here
Turn on the light
Let me see what's in front of me
All of a sudden
This picture I painted just turned ugly
I'm tryin' to do good
But the devil's f**kin' wit me
'Cause I ain't ever had no beef
But now I need some f**kin' heat
It seems like every time I get it I lose it
Get it  abuse it
And what I'm left with is useless
'Cause three years in a row
I felt like the world was mine
And three years in a row
I lost it all in the blink of an eye
And I believe what I do 'll come back one day
But why am I still losin'  I can't take the pain
Am I to blame
Please excuse me for my rotten ways
I'm just tryin' to do
What I gots to do so I get paid
Get down and pray to the souls from up above
And hopefully my guardian angel
Will show me some love
Forgive me for my sins and all the sh*t that I did
And hopefully she won't let it reflect onto my kid
They say  One day here  it'll make sense
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em  Tone (The rage of Angels)
Y'all don't know
What it's like bein' born with stress against you
Only feelin' in this world is the life within you
You'd have to be damn near dead
To see the nights I been through
Damn near dead to feel the wind beneath you
Envisionin' so much
My minds an open window
Where I gather all these thoughts for
All your broken info
If seein' is believin'
Then there's more to live fo'
My only reasonin' is breathin'
And I live to just hope
What you know about bein' bedside next to your girl
On poison control IV's 'cause
She can't stand the world
And what you know about no heat
And no electric
I sold my MP to pay the bills
I'm so pathetic
I wake up and go to work
Back aches and my shoulders hurt
And what's it worth
I'm easily checked and don't control my earth
Still walk these hollow grounds
Bein' lost but never found
Say to the Lord  I'll die for music
But there's never sound
Screamin' in vein
Everything be seemin' the same
Ask my mom
What's the problem  why am I feelin' this way
Ask my pop   Can you solve it
This game  I'm bleedin' to stay
More then willing to
Give it up if I can't live it up
Hand in my clutch  gun in my lap
Doin' a buck and some change
Not knowin' where the f**k I'm at
I try to maintain
The pain is unstoppable
Put my son on my back
And I maneuver through the obstacles
They say  One day here  it'll make sense
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em  Tone (The rage of Angels)
They say  "One day here  it'll make sense"
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em  Tone (The rage of Angels)
1988  pops died  middle of the night
Forty-six years old  middle of his life
My mother ain't have a job
Poppy was on his grind
And we ain't got no money
So she lose her f**kin' mind
Lenny helped out  and that was real
But he had a little daughter to raise
And that's the deal
My other brother
I won't mention his f**kin' name
'Cause he ain't worthy of
My bitterness or f**kin' pain
Me and my mother
All we needed was some love
And my brother
All he needed was his drugs
How could you look at us with a job
We was poor
It's your mother birthday
You don't give her a call
You have two nephews and a beautiful niece
But they don't think of you as Uncle
They think you deceased
I'm so f**kin' mad that I got a slug for you
But Mommy raised me better
I got love for you
I'll see you on the street
Dog  we gonna handle it
One on one  beat you down and then hug you
Tell you I love you  daddy  but now  f**k you
They say  One day here  it'll make sense
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em  Tone The rage of Angels
They say  "One day here  it'll make sense"
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em  Tone The rage of Angels
The rage of Angels