The Moment I Feared (Explicit)

Well I'm sittin on my lunch break  grinnin my teeth （my teeth）
Its the last day of the week  boy what a relief （relief）
My muscles kind of ache  they felt rigid and stuff
So I looked around  and I smoked this big fat spliff
Now I'm happy as can be I'm in this pothead spell
I put some visine in my eyes so that no one can tell
Its 1255 almost time for the bell
Put the breathmints in the mouth so that the mouth don't smell
Now back on the job  I don't bother no one
I keep strictly to myself and all my work gets done
Now the jobs finally over its time to have fun
And I'm hangin out with trevor theres a kid named john
Got real drunker than a skunk and happy as can be
We went  to the latin quarters and we got in free
Scoopin all the girls like nuttin with my trunk jewelry
Cause ima fly brown brother and you can't school me
Boogie down was performin hey they ain't no joke
And a bunch of brooklyn kids was lookin all down my throat
Was it my big chains with the big plates on em
Then they rolled on me and told me to run em
This was the moment I feared
Hey yo homeboy take off your chains man
Bout to hurt you real f**kin bad  I'm gonna f**k you up
This was the moment I feared
Yo whats the matter stupid  take the shits off man
The f**k is up
I said  theyre really not real  theyre just a front for the girls
Then a whole bunch of fists just  caved my world
I was in pain  so ashamed  I wish I had not came
Had to kindly pick up my face and then ride home on the train  then
I went to an open store thats where I brought/bought me a quart
Then I went to the park  and I sat and I thought
I seen danny boy though hes with his girl named sarah
In one of his cars  I think this ones a bravera
She calls out to me  but  I really couldn't hear her
So I went just a little bit closer so Id hear a little clearer
She said  I need veronica blades thats right near tilden
I said  I know where thats at cause thats right next to my building
I gave em the information and they went on their way
I went home  and there I slept til almost three the next day
Then someone knocked on my door  I opened up  no quit
It was sarah with some magazines and a bag named kit
She tried to use me and seduce me and at first I wasnt with it
Then we did it and we did it and we did it and we did it
She said it was great  she said she's glad we had done it
The elevator came and danny boy was on it
This was the moment I feared
Hey yo what the f**ks goin on here
What you doin to my girl homeboy
This was the moment I feared
Oh I just know yall didnt just finish f**kin
I just know yall ain't just finish f**kin
Well he was huffin and puffin and he swung at me -- word
So I pulled out my jammy and I silenced the nerd
Then he was dead two in the head I took the cash and the visas
She said  don't worry about a thing just make sure nobody sees us
We went back to her apartment  there was blow in the freezers
She said  were rich were rich we can have whatever will please us
Now I don't hang with no one who ain't good for my health
So I put the sugarhead out and I went for self
Now I was rich as I was rich I could have whatever would please me
Now I could wear real gold in front of folks that would tease me
Yah me  Ill be a new neighborhood dad
Catsll roll up on me screamin  yo rick my man
I guess I was too fly word up I'm sorry to say
Ya see a cop rolled up on me and told me  make my day
I said  relax brother  but he had proof that I had done it
Yah they had false hair on underwear with my fingerprints all on it
This was the rise and fall of my fast lane style
And I was the main event on the tv for a while
But now I'm in jail doin life and I'm scared
Some kids snuffed me cold and greased me where no one dared
This was the moment I feared
Turn around ni**a （hahahaha）
Spread your cheeks
This was the moment I feared
Uhh  aowwhwhwaa  stop stop ahaowwhahaooho