Doing Better (Explicit)

Your girlfriend never thanked me for being such a pyro
Lighting matches with my eyes closed
Kerosene in your mouth
Drove you so far away
It's like I went and dropped you off at her house
I know you kept my number in case you wonder
Like where is she now
You say you wanna check in
You're only checking on how I turned out
I'm doing better I don't know if you remember
When I told you in September that you wouldn't recognize me
When I'm in public and I just got back from London
Probably spent a couple hundred on some bougie ******* IV's
I went and saw a psychic went on a pussy diet
I always thought that I'd be happier if I could buy it
I'm doing better I've been lookin' for my center
But my tummy still hurts why does better feel worse ooh
Better feels worse ooh
Better feels worse
Your girlfriend never thanked me for making her go viral
**** it I'm her idol
I get sad and spiral
Yeah I'll buy a new whip
But you'll never see me take the high road
I know you kept my number in case you wonder
Like Where is she now
You say you wanna check in
You're only checking on how I turned out
I'm doing better I don't know if you remember
When I told you in December that you wouldn't recognize me
After the glow up I was learnin' how to grow up
Had a wet dream then I woke up
I was on a stage with Miley
I felt like I was flyin' I felt the stars alignin'
I always thought that if I ever got this high I'd like it
I'm doing better I've been lookin' for my center
But my tummy still hurts
Why does better feel worse ooh
Then why does better feel worse oh
Ooh better feels worse
Smilin' on the outside cryin' on the inside
You would never know 'cause
I'm posing with my good side
Smilin' on the outside dyin' on the inside
Smilin' on the outside dyin' on the inside
You would never know I'm posing with my good side
I'm doing better I've been lookin' for my center
But my tummy still hurts
Why does better feel worse oh