Mess

I'm a mess
Lost inside your lies can't see the rest yeah
Echoes in my head it makes me guess
Oh
You're so heartless tearing into my chest yeah
I tried to run but I keep coming back to you
You twist my mind and act it's all fine
I'm running blind I lost my way out
I beg for answers but you give me pain
In the silence all my visions drain
I can't take it back take it back oh no
You keep breaking me down and then lift me up
You're so toxic but I'm still holding
'Tu ne peux pas t'enfuir'
I'm living like I just don't care
I don't mind if it's unfair
Pretending that I got no fears but I tear
'Cause I can't live without you
I'm living like I just don't care
If I don't I'll break for real
I'm walking on the edge no where who cares
Yeah I'm living a lie I'm living a lie I just don't
Can't take anymore
My thoughts keep screaming "Just let it go"
You laced me up so I can never runaway runaway
I'm caught in your maze everyday everyday
Like a curse or something I tried to break it clean
But you played it real smooth you justified now I'm deceived
Maybe I believed that you could change
Now I realize that I'm just here for myself
I can't take it back take it back oh no
You keep breaking me down and then lift me up
You're so toxic but I'm still holding
'Tu ne peux pas t'enfuir'
I'm living like I just don't care
I don't mind if it's unfair
Pretending that I got no fears but I tear
'Cause I can't live without you
I'm living like I just don't care
If I don't I'll break for real
I'm walking on the edge no where who cares
Yeah I'm living a lie I'm living a lie I just don't