Chilly (Explicit)

Do you ever think about me?
When she ain't around is your bed cold without me?
Does her love feel just the same?
Is she the one to take your last name?
Whatever the case I'm glad you're happy
There ain't nothin' for me out here
Technicolor sparks fly in this city
But not for me maybe next year
Yeah magic air charmin' lips
But I'm never spellbound
Honestly though I'm glad you found her
I'll stop asking questions you take care
Yeah
And no I don't want you back
We've grown older and apart
Rediscovered myself took back my heart
Moved to a new city where I should be restartin'
But I just feel nothin'
Though something could grow
I don't ever let it take root oh
Possibility all round me
But I don't give a shit
Yeah
Numb to the bone been so long
Since the love bug bit
I'll admit maybe I quit
December's feelin chilly
Takin' shots at the club to warm up
And distract me from feelin' empty
Every now and then I would remember
How you made me feel
Oh desolation and thrill
Maybe I should try love again but I don't
No
To hell with other halves
That's bullshit I'm already whole alone
That don't mean that I wanna be alone
Tangled bodies to reset my heart but it just won't
But I ain't bitter babe
I've moved on I just hate
That nothing blooms since you
Uuu hm
Possibility all round me
But I don't give a shit
Yeah
Numb to the bone been so long
Since the love bug bit
I'll admit maybe I quit