Pools

When I was young I used to check for you under my bed
But now I'm older and instead I let you sleep on it
You're smoking five days a week
Don't you say hun why you can't breathe
You've got nerves saying it ain't that deep
Friends don't wear skin to sleep
Why'd you let me sink in
Pools of wishful thinking
I don't wanna swim anymore
Look at all these blood stains
I've been calling warpaint
There ain't nothing here to fight for
King of my condo there's a second toothbrush by the sink
Then I ask where your kingdom lies
You hand me a blank map with X and ink
I'm every metaphor
You hold me like I'm your everything and more
But when the sunwaves greet the floor
You make it clear I'm everything but yours
Why'd you let me sink in
Pools of wishful thinking
I don't wanna swim anymore
Look at all these blood stains
I've been calling warpaint
There ain't nothing here to fight for
I'm giving up the fight
Don't wanna waste my time
You've gone for your life
Be my guest be my guest
Oh I'll be fine
Oh I'll be fine