Apparently (Explicit)

Oh right, oh
Oh why na-da-da-da
I keep my head high
I got my wings to carry me
I don't know freedom
I want my dreams to rescue me
I keep my faith strong
I ask the lord to follow me
I've been unfaithful
I don't know why you call on me
This is my canvas
I'ma paint it how I want it baby, oh I
This is my canvas
I'ma paint it, paint it, paint it,
How I want it ni**a
F**k you cause there
There is no right or wrong
Only a song
I like to write alone
Be in my zone
Think back to Forest Hills,
No perfect home
But the only thing like home
I've ever known
Until they snatched it from my mama
And foreclosed her on the loan
I'm so sorry that I left you
There to deal with that alone
I was up in New York City chasin' panties,
Gettin' dome
Had no clue what you was goin' through
How could you be so strong?
And how could I be so selfish,
I know I can be so selfish
I could tell by
How I treat you with my girl
Damn she so selfless,
But she put up with my way
Because she loves me like you do
And though it don't always
Show I love her just like I love you
And I need to treat you better
Wish you could live forever,
So we could spend more time together
(I love you mama)
I keep my head high
I got my wings to carry me
I don't know freedom
I want my dreams to rescue me
I keep my faith strong
I ask the lord to follow me
I've been unfaithful
I don't know why you call on me
Apparently,
You believe in me, you believe in me
Apparently,
You believe in me and I thank you for it
Another day another rhyme ho
Another day another time zone
Today I woke up feelin' horny
So it's only right
I got two b**ches
Playin' on my trombone
Keep up, never sure
Where the words would take me
Niggas eat em up,
And regurgitate me
Sh*t jumped tight never slurred it lazy
Give a virgin the urge to R**e me
Ni**a please
Best friends really make great for enemies
My watch came niggas can't wait
For one of these
I see you ni**a, this ain't no Rolex,
It's a AP ni**a
I'm hot, dog, catch up to me ni**a
Uh, couldn't resist
Aim for the stars
And I shouldn't have missed
But I was ridin' on fumes
So I stopped by the moon
Now I'm sittin' on the hood of this b**ch
Like thanks for the view
Waitin' on thanks from a few cause
Without me you wouldn't exist
You know that sh*t gave you
The blueprint don't forget
Cole is your phone on zero percent
Going off, now niggas showin' off
Niggas swear they hard
But they flowin' soft
I'm taking off like
Boing on a big a** Boeing
Gettin' head like a coin toss
Too easy
I keep my head high
I got my wings to carry me
I don't know freedom
I want my dreams to rescue me
I keep my faith strong
I ask the lord to follow me
I've been unfaithful
I don't know why you call on me
Apparently,
You believe in me, you believe in me
Apparently,
You believe in me and I thank you for it
All right