Memories (Explicit)

I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain
Every time I fall asleep I know
I'll wake up alone I'll wake up alone
Dreams of you wrapped around my throat
I think I'm gonna choke I think I'm gonna choke
Runnin' runnin' runnin' runnin' through the dark
Watch me run a little more
'Cause when I said forever I meant forever now
I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain
I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain
I never wanted to cry I always thought I would make it right
But now I'm stuck inside this shame instead
Pontificating hypocrite is what you said
While my heart breaks just a little bit I wanna drop dead
I don't wanna concede or call my fantasies make-believe
Holding tightly to the task at hand
When I really should be focusing to learn and understand
But I bury all the tragedy with sand
Runnin' runnin' runnin' runnin' to my car
I can't f**kin' cry in front of her
When I said forever I meant forever now
I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain
I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain
I wish I could just let go
Just let go
Of all the memories I know
I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain