Love/Paranoia (Explicit)

I may not be as honest as I ought to be now that
When the walls go up  I said it didn't worry me
But it hit me like an avalanche
No  I can just be paranoid  don't quell the desire to know
What was really going on  does it really f**king matter
Babe is all you can ask me  okay  fair play here we go
I've heard those words before
Are you sure it was nothing
Cause it made me feel like dying inside
Never thought I was insecure  but it's pure
Didn't notice until I was in love for real
And if we're gonna cross the line
Just to find what sh*t's happening
If only I could reach your mind
Oh I'd be fine  I'd be normal
Now's my time  gonna do it
And suddenly I'm the phony one
The only one with a problem
True love is bringing it out of me
The worst in me  and I know now
Do you remember the time we were
The time we were by the ocean
I didn't care if it was day or night
The world was right where I wanted
Girl I'm sorry
Babe I mean it
Babe I'm sorry