Lonely Child

Pipe that sh*t up TNT
I just wanna be loved
D-Mac on the f**kin' track
Don't nobody understand me though
Tahj Money
The way I came in the game
The image that I had put out
They wouldn't expect me to have feelings
Know it probably don't seem like it
That's why they talk about me like I ain't human
But we all is
But I'm still being me
I'm still in the streets
And I'm still thuggin' until them n**gas put me under yeah
That's how we living and that's how we going out
You hear me Open your mouth
I say mama I'm so sorry
I got ice burned where my heart at
On the road where I had it hard at
How I'm chosen I'm so heartless so so heartless
I ain't know my age he was 16 they killed Lil Dave
Mind in a rage I'm way too young to feel this pain
I ain't know how to fade but I dove in 'cause I'm a man
I love that girl to death as we get old our feelings change
I pay for therapy because my thoughts ahead of me
They keep on draggin' me I play for keeps they scared of me
I cannot barely can barely sleep or even breathe
I cannot hold on without you on side of me
I never knew this fame would take the ones
I love from way from me
I wanna see Kacey bad but I can't seem to call Nene
Go in with no pen and pad
I got this sh*t right on my sleeve
Right now my candle burning wax
I'm feelin' like it's burning me
I'm just a lonely child
Who wants someone to help him out oh oh ah ah
Take this pain away this pain away
Because my head been runnin' wild wild
I fell in love with Kaylyn
Without even knowin' this b**ch done snaked me
I'm missin' Yaya daily
The one who don't make me feel basic
Happiness I'm chasin'
While killers behind me tryna blank me
You don't know what I'm feelin'
Or what I'm thinkin' and you can't change me
I miss my f**kin' daddy
I've been calling Montana my father
Times been getting harder
I came from nothing now b**ch I'm royal
I call Monique my mama but Lord knows I need Sheronda
I don't need no commas I'm feeling like I'm going under
My paw-paw getting old and once he gone I'm on my own
Right now I'm all alone I pray that grandmom keep me strong
Can't even leave my home my bracelet beeping plus I'm down
I just wan' be gone my son straight my money long
Tell me what you feelin' I hope that I can help you out
My youngins in that North I pray that y'all gon' make it out
These b**ches coming 'round
And they don't even like my songs
I'll burn up the town before them n**gas bust my dome
I wish that I can hear Dump say
What up lil brother one more time
We killing sh*t and plus we dying
I'm gon' go off behind my brother
F**k this charge I slang that iron
Before he go and I don't ride
I'm just a lonely child
Who wants someone to help him out oh oh ah ah
Take this pain away this pain away
Because my head been runnin' wild wild
I'm just a lonely child
Who need someone to help him out oh oh ah ah
Take this pain away my pain away
Because my thoughts been runnin' wild
Oh oh Lord
I need some help because my life been real hard
The way I approached the game it seem that I'm hard
But I got feelings too just like a lil' boy oh Lord
I'm a grandmom baby