Heart & Soul (Explicit)

Went to jail came home
Jason
Man say I I feel good n***a I don't
And it's you know my first time bein' on the mic n***a
Went to jail came home
Who am I
Like haha who was I
You know I guess words don't even matter
You know we movin' forward
Went to jail came home time passed went back again
All the pain I felt inside myself thought it would never end
I just thought I would blame myself can't even blame my friends
I was criticizin' myself like you ain't never gon' win
Kentrell you got to man up you done had all these kids
I'm like Kentrell you got to stand up it's your time I see it
I'm like DeSean thuggin' you just hustlin' backwards
N***a you done won
I just fail to accept that you not good for anyone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I can feel it in my soul
They say that he ain't gon' be here long
I see myself on top the mountain
I'm smokin' strong I'm keepin' strong
No more ridin' with that window down
Hangin' out tryna lay them down
My soul I still ain't think I found
When I tell bro on the phone
I ain't even been worried 'bout no jewelry now
So my girl don't want her a bust down
I ain't even been worried 'bout the jury now
I been wanna do right since I touched down
I been watchin' the way I influence now
I ain't post not a picture I moved on
I'm responsible to all these children now
Even though they label me tough 'lone
Back into my normal home
Back inside my closet puttin' that VLONE on
Daughter born I had to listen while sittin' on the phone
first time got her in my arms like I can't leave you alone
With all these thoughts on top my dome
Kentrell you got to man up you done had all these kids
I'm like Kentrell you got to stand up it's your time I see it
I'm like DeSean thuggin' you just hustlin' backwards
N***a you done won
I just fail to accept that you not good for anyone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I can feel it in my soul
I ain't beefin' wit' all these n***as don't even mention me
They gon' kill me if they can
No need for dissin' come get rid of me
I'm grown now I'm a man
So tell 'em Ain't no time for sympathy
I been holdin' all these bands
Don't give a f**k 'bout who not feelin' me
Or into me intimate not no consistency
She ain't into me yeah
Havin' you you don't know what it meant to me
It ain't get to me nah every time that you said you ain't s**t to me
Even though you meant the world to me
Goin' straight even though you curvin' me
I ain't worried 'bout all that courtesy
Heart on top my shoulder now
I'ma sleep on top Burberry sheets
Can't take no pill but I'm rollin' now
Can't drink no lean but I'm focused now
Can't smoke no d**e but I'm loaded now
Can't tote no gun but I'm strapped right now
Lil Top on top of the map right now
Been dead but n***a I'm back right now
Keepin' this s**t on track right now
I don't take no Adderall
Pure washing make my feelings dissolve
Phone ring I decline that call
Where it's trouble I get back with y'all
My hair hang on top my eyes it fall
Through the rain I'm seein' through all this fog
Kentrell you got to man up you done had all these kids
I'm like Kentrell you got to stand up it's your time I see it
I'm like DeSean thuggin' you just hustlin' backwards
N***a you done won
I just fail to accept that you not good for anyone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I can feel it in my soul