Beautiful (Explicit)

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me?
Are you tryin' to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you
I'm just so fuckin depressed
I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises took my lumps
Fell down then I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when
I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt
To vent but I just can't admit
Or come to grips with the fact that
I may be done with rap I need a new outlet
And I know some shit' so hard to swallow
But I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today gone tomorrow
But you'd have to walk a thousand miles—
In my shoes just to see
What it's like to be me
I'll be you let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful oh
They can all get ***** just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful oh
They can all get ***** just stay true to you so
I think I'm startin' to lose my sense of humor
Everything's so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature
Of the room just as soon as
I walk in it's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
'Cause if I do that then it opens a door
For conversation like I want that
I'm not lookin' for extra attention
I just wanna be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need no fuckin man servant
Tryna follow me around and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of 'em ain't even funny like "Ha
Marshall you're so funny man
You should be a comedian goddamn"
Unfortunately I am I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down?
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell we don't gotta trade our shoes
And you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles—
In my shoes just to see
What it's like to be me
I'll be you let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful oh
They can all get ***** just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful oh
They can all get ***** just stay true to you so
Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves
And flip 'em don't expect no help
Now I could've either just sat
On my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait by the door and pack his bags
And sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
In every single place every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant actin' stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
"Keep making that face it'll get stuck like that"
Meanwhile I'm just standin' there
Holdin' my tongue tryin' to talk like this
'Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen
Stop sign pole at eight-years-old
I learned my lesson then 'cause I wasn't
Tryin' to impress my friends no mo'
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
'Cause where you see it from where you're sittin'
It's probably a 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a
Mile in each other's shoes at least
What size you wear? I wear 10's
Let's see if you can fit your feet—
In my shoes just to see
What it's like to be me
I'll be you let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful oh
They can all get ***** just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful oh
They can all get ***** just stay true to you so
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own Oh
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone So
Are you calling me?
Are you tryin' to get through? Oh
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you So
Yeah
To my babies
Stay strong
Dad'll be home soon
And to the rest of the world
God gave you those shoes
To fit you
So put 'em on and wear 'em
Be yourself man
Be proud of who you are
And even if it sounds corny
Don't never let no one tell you
You ain't beautiful So-oh-oh-oh-oh