1 of Those Weaks (Explicit)

Aw man the whip black and white
My B***h black and white
My fear black and white
I'm never the same I change every week
I won't stay in the middle I'll kill everything
Yeah I'm stuck in between if I'm wrong or I'm right
I would ask for advice but I just do what I like
Can't get over the fact people living a lie
Just to stay entertained what a waste of a life
What a waste of a space what the f**k is your point
You're a waist with no spine you're a waste of my time
I smoke cause I'm stressed I try to get high
But it gets me depressed I'm just tryna get by
I'm just drivin' at night I got no music on
I got no favorite song it's just me and my thoughts
I've fallen in love I've fallen behind
I've fallen for her more than once only twice
I fell in the pool got chlorine in my eyes
And it burned for a minute but I didn't go blind
This is for my friends who play
The old cafes and they kick it in the parking lot
They call me one take Jake baby
Well I mean what I speak what I feel with a broken heart
I've been getting money all day so I can spend it all on us
They call me one take Jake baby
I've been getting money all night so I can spend it all on us
I got that big fat snake baby
You can't get me to spit but I'm so hard to swallow
My daddy is dead I've got no man to follow
And I know that I'm shallow but why shouldn't I be
I don't mean to get deep it's just 1 of those weaks
Couldn't tell you the day couldn't tell you the time
Trouble falling asleep for the past couple nights
Trouble being alone I've been losing my mind
But I don't want any trouble it just chooses to find me
This is for my friends who play
The old cafes and they kick it in the parking lot
Well I mean what I speak what I feel with a broken heart
I've been getting money all day so I can spend it all on us
I've been getting money all night so I can spend it all on us
Said I've been thinkin' bout you
And what we gon' do
But I've been thinkin' bout fallin' in love
I've been thinkin' bout you