I Laugh When I'm With Friends But Sad When I'm Alone

Yeah ahh yeah ah ah
Hurry up and bounce it before I forget
What I made in my head
Yeah
I don't wanna spend my life thinking
What they'll think or what they might
If I go see her show
She might collapse and lose her life
I guess I'll save some money
And save myself from wasting time like
F**k this lil' dyke the way she's going
It'll be her fault if she ever dies
All that time you was talkin'
That s**t was eatin' me alive
Through the judgments
You didn't see I was fightin' for my life
How could I send signs
And God forgive me if I cry
Then I'll become an attention seeker and not a leader
See people will only really understand you when they need you
I guess I'm better off all alone in a two-seater
People tellin' me to stop don't be weak human being
While the voice inside
My head keeps tellin' me that I need it
I now ask you please stop judgin' me
I got myself out this single handedly
And we do what we do
'Cause we don't understand the consequence
Of every step we take is wrong
How could we ever see the mess
Uhh
And it's not just you and me
The whole youth is depressed
Living with the devil constant battle every day
Wake up gotta talk to people but
I don't know what to say
Next tellin' me get off my a*s
I was born on the wrong path
Yeah mmm
And I'm tryna solve these problems
But I was always bad at math
Mmm yeah
And your voice has made it harder
And that's just honestly
I had to shoot up to my brain
To become the person that I wanna be
Yeah oh
Growin' up tryin' to figure out who you are
Sniffin' s**t at 14
It becomes a little hard
When you're livin' in a scene where the healthy s**t is far
But the drugs are no further than your room or your car
Don't be alarmed it'll get brighter it'll get better
It's 'cause we are fighters and tougher than leather
The strong you is inside but you just haven't met her
Only we control our storm because we are the weather
Don't get how I could love the things that really torn me
Remember telling myself that I was quitting in the morning
And did you really try
And help or was you tryna tell a story
It's okay 'cause I got me
And I don't need you to feel sorry
The future's bright let's make it pro
We got us we are the light
We are the world we are love
We gotta fight for ourselves 'cause no one's gonna
No one's gonna
Yeah
I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone
And I be alone and I be alone and I be alone
Yeah
And I be alone yeah
And I be alone yeah
And I be alone
Yeah uh
I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone
And I be alone yeah I be alone
Yeah ohhh
I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone
And I be alone