Under / Over

Funny when I think about the months
That I could not get out of bed
Going back and forth over the letters
That I wrote but never sent
Wake up and repeat it
But I was barely sleeping
Swimming in the memories I'm floating in the deep end
How come you're not still in my head
I got you got we got too much time on our hands
Used to be so caught up
In the things we had planned
I'm not chasing feelings that I don't understand
I'm underwater
But I'm over you
Thought that I'd be good the day
I took down all your pictures in my room
How'd it go from easier to everything
Still leading back to you
Can I be honest I think about you constantly
You're closing every door
But now I'm looking for an opening
Maybe I'm just getting confused
I got you got we got too much time on our hands
Used to be so caught up
In the things we had planned
I'm still chasing feelings that I don't understand
I'm underwater
Am I over you