MESS U MADE (Explicit)

When I think about
The things that I do
When I'm out of this house
How I live my life
When I'm somebody else
Missing my home
But God only knows how I feel so alone
When I'm there
I can't, I don't, I won't cry anymore
No no no, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't be yours
Don't tell me, tell me, tell me, I've heard it before
This is the mess you made
Today is not your day
When you get like this
How could I just play along
And dismiss like this hasn't gone on for so long
I admit, last summer vacation
I was the bitch
I thought we'd be better by now
Home is a circus
But just on the surface
I'm putting that family love back on the shelf
Home is a circus
I'm done feeling worthless
I'm giving it up 'cause
I can't, I don't, I won't cry anymore
No, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't be yours
Don't tell me, tell me, tell me, I've heard it before
No no, look at the mess you made
Today is not your day