Nothing To Gein

Cold and silent  soiled face I will wash it all away
With my love
Thats all she's ever needed  from me
Its my time  to mother
One of my own in my life
I am so alone  left with no one
In my life  I'm so alone
Life submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boys best friends always his mother
At least thats what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And their love is meaningless
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
Sheltered life innocence
Insulated memories  spark reflections of my head
Duality in my consciousness
Caught in the war of hemispheres
Between the love lost in my head
Mommy do you still live inside of me
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding
Protected me my whole life from everything
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine
To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face
Deliver the remains from her womb of earth
Prep the rack and tie up for new loves rebirth
Covert understanding of novice surgery
Ill focus concentration and only take just what I need
For sickness I'm masticating
Dancing and masturbating
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face
If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick
If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick
If I drench myself in others blood am I sick
If I bathe myself in others blood
Blame mother for the sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself
Nothing is left for me to gain theyre coming to take me far away
Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is meaningless
I'm so soiled
Soiled