Heavy (Explicit)

作曲 : Michael McCall/Patrick McManus/Kiana Ledé Brown/Chelsea Lena
作词 : Michael McCall/Patrick McManus/Kiana Ledé Brown/Chelsea Lena
I don't got my priorities straight
Don't know who I'm gonna be today
I'm no victim, but I deal with **** on the daily
Something pullin', I can't get away
Never livin' outside of my head
I don't like showin' weakness, so I always fake it
Maybe some day, I will gain composure
Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down
It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
Even when it's all workin' out
I'm on feet, then I pull out the ground
So heavy, oh
And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy
I just can't take it if it ain't you who love me when I naked
**** all my problems, wish I could show 'em
Don't feel that, don't feel that, don't feel that way
I can't get up in the mornin', it's too hard if I even try it
You in here to tell me, turn my anxiety into excitement
Maybe one day, I will gain composure
Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah
It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
Even when it's all workin' out
I'm on feet, then I pull out the ground
I wanna be light, I wanna be light
Someone help me just feel alive
Is there a potion you got I could take?
I wanna be light, feel like nothing's right
If you got the answers, I swear that I'll listen
I'm ready now, ready now, yeah
Something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah
It takes control, turns my faith into doubt, hey
Even when it's all workin' out, uh
I'm on feet, then I pull out the ground
So heavy
There's nowhere to run, if there was I'd have been there
You take yourself with you, you can't run from yourself
You can't go down to the neighbor's house
You can't run, you need to confront what's goin' on in your own house
You have to confront it