If I'm Being Honest

I was told this is where I would start loving myself
Flirting\'s delicious, proved to be beneficial for mental health
All of my best bits pulled forward, collected, displayed
Sadly, I just think that I was disgusting today
You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon
I\'m left a stuttering teen
How did I get here?
It\'s all so quick, and I feel sick
Red pushing down on the green
Could you love this?
Will this one be right?
Well, if I\'m being honest
I\'m hoping it might
Could you love this?
Did you plan to fall?
Well, if I\'m being honest
Oh, I bet it\'s not that at all
Hope has a cost, keeping all fingers crossed and held tight
But I look idiotic with my limbs all knotted, it don\'t feel right
Truly you\'ve shaken me, and I think you like how I plead
But I have a hunch that that\'s all you wanted from me
You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon
Holding my breath makes me choke
How did I get here?
It\'s all so quick, and I feel sick
I\'m used to being a joke
Could you love this?
Will this one be right?
Well, if I\'m being honest
I\'m hoping it might
Could you love this?
Did you plan to fall?
Well, if I\'m being honest
Oh, I bet it\'s not that at all
All, all, all, all
Could you love this?
Will this one be right?
Well, if I\'m being honest
I\'m hoping it might
Could you love this?
Did you plan to fall?
Well, if I\'m being honest
If I\'m being honest
Well, if I\'m being honest
Oh, I bet it\'s not that at all