It Ain't Easy (Explicit)

Keepin it real
I take a shot of Henessey now I'm strong enough to face the madness
Nickel bag full of sess w**d laced with hash
Phone calls from my niggaz on the  other side
Two childhood friends just died  I couldn't cry
A damn shame  when will we ever change
And what remains from a twelve gauge to the brain
Arguements with my Boo is true
I spend mo' time with my niggaz than I do with you
But everywhere it's the same thang  that's the game
I'll be damned if a thang changed  f**k the fame
I'll be hustling to make a mill-ion  lord knows
Ain't no love for us ghetto children  so we cold
Rag top slowin down  time to stop for gas
Beep my horn for a hoochie with a proper a**  uhh
It ain't easy  that's my motto
Drinkin Tanqueray straight out the bottle
Everybody wanna know if I'm insane
My baby mama gotta mind full of silly games
And all the drama got me stressin like I'm hopeless  I can't cope
Me and the homies smokin roaches  cause we broke
Late night hangin out til the sunrise gettin high
Watchin the cops roll by
It ain't easy    that's right
It ain't easy  being me
Will I see the penitentiary  or will I stay free
It ain't easy  being me
Will I see the penitentiary  or will I stay free
It ain't easy  being me
Will I see the penitentiary  or will I stay free
I can't sleep niggaz plottin on to kill me while I'm dreamin
Wake up sweaty and screamin  cause I can hear them suckers schemin
Probably paranoid  problem is  them punks be fantasizin
A brother bite the bullet  open fire and I died
I wonder why this the way it is  even now
Lookin out for these killer kids  cause they wild
Bill Clinton can you recognize a ni**a representin
Doin twenty to life in San Quentin
Gettin calls from my ni**a Mike Tyson  ain't nuttin nice
Yo 'Pac  do something righteous witcha life
And even thou you innocent you still a ni**a  so they figure
Rather have you behind bars than triggers
But I'm hold ya down and holla Thug Life  lickin shots
Til I see my niggaz free on the block
But no it ain't easy  hahahah
Til I see my niggaz free  on the block  oh
It ain't easy
It ain't easy  being me
Will I see the penitentiary  or will I stay free
It ain't easy  being me
Will I see the penitentiary  or will I stay free
It ain't easy  being me
Will I see the penitentiary  or will I stay free
Lately been reminiscin
Bout Peppermint Schnapps in Junior High hit the block
Keep an eye on the cops while D-Boys slang rocks
It's the project kid without a conscience  I'm havin dreams
Of hearin screams at my concerts  me all my childhood peers
Through the years tryin to stack a little green
I was only seventeen  when I started servin fiends
And I wish there was another way to stack a dollar
So my apoli'  casue these hard times make me wanna holler
Will I live to see tommorrow  am I fallin off
I hit the w**d and then proceed to say f**k all of y'all
Ain't nobody down with me I'm thuggin  I can't go home
Cause muh-f**kers think I'm buggin  so now I'm in
This high powered cell at the county jail
Punk judge got a grudge  can't post no bail  what
Do I do in these county blues
Gettin battered and bruised by the you know who
And these fakes get to shakin when they face me
Snakes ain't got enough nuts to replace me
Sittin in this  livin hell  listenin to niggaz yell
Tryin to torture em to tell  I'm gettin mail
But ain't nobody sayin much  the same old nuts
Is makin bucks while these sluts is gettin f**ked
They violated my probation  and it seems
I'll be goin on a long vacation  meanwhile
It ain't easy
No it ain't easy