Lose (Explicit)

I will never know if you love me or my company but I don't mind
Coz I ain't tryna be the one
Been through this a thousand times
I don't need to take your heart
You keep yours I'll keep mine
All I really know is when I'm lonely
I hate that I'm lonely
And that's why I let you in
And maybe in another life we fight all day
Kiss all night
But I don't wanna break your heart
You keep yours I'll keep mine
I know
We know better so
We'd both better go
I don't need a reason
To keep on dreamin'
That we don't lose yeah what's the use
I don't need a reason
To keep on dreamin' oh
That we can win at anything at all
Am I the only one who sees right through this
Yeah all this don't play me for no fool
Yeah you don't gotta lose your mind every time I don't call
And I should never have to win your love then
Hate myself when I don't oh oh
Fickle as you are that's exactly why I keep on running back
Coz I'm brittle at the parts where I wish I were strong
And maybe when you need my help
I like myself when it's over
But later in the light you go dark and rogue
And I need closure
And I know
Whatever this is ain't love
So I'm goin'
I'm gonna let you go let you go
I don't need a reason
To keep on dreamin'
That we don't lose yeah what's the use
I don't need a reason
To keep on dreamin'
That I can win this stupid thing called love