Sherbet Sunset (Explicit)

作词 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Wynton Josiah Cover
La la la la la
La la la la la
La la
La la la la la (that little GREY Area)
La la la la la
La la
Yo, Its hard to talk about something that I don’t believe in
L.o.v.e  can you tell me whats the meaning I’ve been dreaming
How the **** was you that deceitful I didn’t see it
Hard for me to paint the picture you’ll just have to meet him
Gave my all to you
Wanted to give more to you
Shoulda been honest with yourself nobody was forcing you
I ain’t even mad at you Chuck I’m just mad at me
Shoulda known better mummy taught me better strategy
Still it burns
Guess it s a blessing and a curse
Life goes on its another lesson learned
Mind switched on you can hear it in the verse right
But you will never know how much it really hurts
Image it so vivid so clear
Oh my dear
You have no idea who I know here
Think fast be on your A game
Silly for me to think we was on the same page
You really don’t know anybody these days
She stays for he’s sake a sweet phase
Mind spinning
The clock ticking
My soul missing
Did well to convince me that you’re so different
Give someone an inch and they will take a mile
It might take a while
Now I see you’ve approached this in the fakest style
This must be the apocalypse feels like the worlds ending
Who am I I’m a mess more sinning more spending
More down days tryna make it through the seventh
Can’t believe I almost got rid of my independence
Type of ****ry will have you look at yourself and start second guessing
Now I’m on crud like shit will get messy if you ever get to testing
But really I’m a sensitive soul and I’ll stress it
What happens when someone takes advantage of that?
Lost part of myself and I can’t get em back
Oh my love
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
Oh my love
Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh
How the **** you get twanged Simz you’re smarter than that
But you don’t see it when you’re in it thats the hardest of facts
I can’t relax my heart racing
Member when I heard the news I just couldn’t face it
If we ever talk again its on a last name basis
I know where to place you
Im just tryna understand it I don’t wanna hate you
Guess you had to do what you had to do
But just know nobody rates you
Key word in all of this, is you
I wonder what I did for me
I hardly remember me
What a waste of chemistry
Energy and empathy
Wonder when you planned to let me know about her pregnancy
You have no integrity
Emotion or respect for me
Clearly wasn’t meant to be
This was temporary
This the clearest i’ve seen it was bound to end eventually
Still it hurt tremendously
Cant bare the intensity
Oh my love
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
Oh my love
Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh
I kept quiet bout the situation but now im saying my peace though
Nothing last forever theres me acting like I didn’t know
I can’t do relationships for instagram
Posing like my life it perfect really its the opposite
Lately I’ve been down a lot
I talk to no one about it
Can’t eve write about it
Damn thats writers  block
Hitting me like never before
Still I recall
Billin in raws
Smoking just to take my mind all off
Everything that I should’ve been mindful of
Everything that I’ve endured in life I’m a survivor of
Making sure to understand the small print for’ I sign it off
You was meant to be in my grammy speech
Your entire loss
I’ll just keep it real
Truth won’t be concealed
Please don’t listen to this and ask me if i’m hurting
Or if I’m ok allow me to be human and be in my feels
Chill
Im good I got it
I never lost it
Or am I just lying to myself to skip the topic
Oh my love
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
Oh my love
Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh
Oh my love
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
Oh my love
Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh
Your heart, cries
At night, alone
Your heart, cries
At night, alone